This tumblr needs one soon.  Maybe tonight.  I need to blog my life story.

Once more, I have a ton on my mind, I feel content inside, but this is something that will require my direct attention and will require time to figure out.  Eh…maybe I’m just tired, but I refuse to let things simply bring me down for no reason anymore.

Dat song, dat beat, so sexy.  ;-)

I feel slightly disoriented today, and my plans can turn for the worst in a heartbeat.  Ugh, well, only time will display to me your true colors.  Will you or won’t you work for it?  Like I said, this charade is over, I’m in the drivers seat now.

That’s me, and damn did I work like a boss today.  Who needs sleep when you have the horsepower this man has?

Means I might have to watch what I post on here then, huh? ;-)

I picture myself as a warrior, a defender, the protector, the guardian.  Those who try to harm my friends, will have to get through me before they can do so.  Simply put, my imagination is epic.  Let the training continue.

He just wanted a damn hug, fuck Gavin.

As I was beginning to submerge, remembering those dark times in high school, my angst, the depression, the lack of worth.  I began to feel bleak, invisible, generally speaking, being alone is not an issue with me.  However mixed with depression, for any normal individual, can cause complex issues.  Issues people do not wish to speak about, I did not act on these issues, I refused to, I worked far to hard to get out of the water once before, and even though I almost fell back in, you pulled me backed out.  It’s almost as if it were meant to happen.  The bonding that’s occurred, and how quickly it had occurred.  She pulled me back out, and I’m happy.  Very, very happy.

Thank you.

So beautiful. <3